Alison Irwin - My Secret Big Brother 4 and The Amazing Race 5 Blog
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
From: "Theresa"
To: "alison" alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Who do you think you are fooling?
Date: Tue, 30 Sep 2003 23:33:55 -0400
Well Alison, It seems you are not only a crude, foul mouthed,racist hypocrite, you are a Coward also. Right along with your non-friend Jun. What is the matter? You two can't even face the public and some of your worst critics, the loyal Big Brother internet fans. I see you are getting some favorable posts here to boost your self-confidence that you actually played a fair game. Some your fans think no one can act differently than you did because you had cameras on you 24/7, but excuse me but you two have been just horrible. Yes other houseguests have lied and betrayed. But none of them have ever disgraced themselves the way you two did after you had evicted Robert, maybe we did feel sorry for his daughter and as a woman I was really pissed off at Robert's attitude towards women. But I still would have rather he won than you or Jun. You two embarrassed me to be a woman. But then I remembered that ladies do not act this way, I felt better. Yes, Erika did make some racist comments, but anyone with the live feeds also know that Alison, Jun, Jee,Dana, etc. also made some racist comments some harsh some not so harsh, but all were racist comments. We focus on the two of you because while others may have made comments in anger or maybe even as part of their plan to ally with someone, your comments were real and everyone could tell it was the real Alison and not the game. Actually you were pretty nice when you were playing the game the best. But anyways, you say you want to be a lawyer and BB helped prepare you. Why won't you face one of your largest judges, the American public and especially the loyal Big Brother internet fans. You made this the worst year yet and you owe us at least the chance to question you. Or did not Big Brother prepare you to face your critics? Well, Alison you will also need that trait to be a fine lawyer. Maybe not an honest lawyer,(there are not many of those) but you will make a fine living if you learn to face scrutiny.
Signed, Waiting to chat with you.....
From: "marlene m keith"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: sad little girl
Date: Tue, 30 Sep 2003 23:03:31 -0400
i feel sorry for you alison, its not all your fault, its how your were raised. your parents were so piteful on tv. how sad your all lives must be. to want to win at everything and dont care how or who you hurt to get there. i think dana and justin are perfect together, justin is so nice, that came thru, thank god he got away from you. he should have won the game. he just wasnt mean or dirty enough. good luck to you girl, you will need it but i truly hope you can change and have a happy life someday. your worst fault is that you dont see your faults. sincerely, marlene
Date: Tue, 30 Sep 2003 17:12:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: Big Brother
Subject: Big Brother 5
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Alison,
I really thought you DESERVED to win Big Brother 4. I thought the jury would realize that, like Will in a previous Big Brother, you OUTPLAYED everyone and were the ultimate winner. Unfortunately they let their personal opinions and childish grudges win over.
I admit that I only saw the show on TV and not on the Internet live feeds. I have heard about (and read) comments made by you and Jun about Robert and his daughter. I have read scores of emails and peoples' negative opinions of you and Jun as a result.
I can only ask these people that if THEY were on Big Brother and had 62 cameras fixed on them 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, for 3 months, how many of THEM could stand up to the scrutiny? How many of us would make comments like you made, or worse? Even in fun, as a joke, I have been known to make much worse comments than those...
Fans, non-fans, you need to realize that when you are in the BB House, everything that goes on in the house and every emotion or reaction you have with another player IS EVERYTHING THAT IS IN YOUR MIND for most of the day. There is NOTHING else to do there - that's the idea. Everything gets blown up to exaggerated sizes when you are in the house. So, even what would be a minor innocent comment outside the house becomes a stronger, perhaps a little hateful comments inside the house. And none of us is perfect!
Anyway, that's my 2 cents.
Congratulations,
David
Date: Tue, 30 Sep 2003 16:07:11 -0700 (PDT)
From: thedoctor
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Congratulations Ali!
Alison,
You and Jun were my favorite house guests in the BB house this year. You guys totally kicked ass. I just LOVED the "evil bitches!"
Disregard all the garbage from the nut cases that post in here. They can't handle that two strong women made it to the finals and beat up on "Ratbert" the nose picker, Erika and her fake boobs, and that fruitcake from Okla-HOMO Nathan. You guys were the most real thing about Big Brother and you made BB4 the best of all the Big Brothers so far.
Let me clear up one thing. Despite what a couple other people wrote, America did NOT love Ratbert. He only won America's Choice because CBS kept putting his kid on the programs and she was cute. It wasn't really fair though because America voted for the kid, not for that pig Robert. Robert was probably the most pathetic of the house guests. He was the only one that really wanted to win that blimp ride and I just laughed when he couldn't even beat Jun in the obstacle course. Jun was right to say that she didn't even consider him to be a man.
Everybody thinks Erika was the "nice" one in the house, but you know different. She made nasty comments about Jee being a "Korean piece of sh*t" and said it would be funny if you and Jun crashed on the blimp. She was the biggest snake in the grass. It was hilarious when you gave her a tearful send off, then laughed about how you were glad she was gone. She should have been gone in week 2 and would have been if you hadn't carried her to the end.
I hope the wrap party went OK and that you didn't take any grief from the Man-Troll or the Midget. You are right. They would have the world's ugliest kids! Dana is just a scary looking creature. Let her have Justin and his stinky shorts.
The only regret I have is that you and Jun didn't tell off the jury for being such sore losers when none of them had the decency to congratulate you. What a bunch of jerks!
Anyway, good luck in all that you do, and good luck with Donnie,
Your pal,
"The Doctor"
From: MissLeslie2U
Date: Sat, 27 Sep 2003 22:38:44 EDT
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Hey Alison,
I am thinking about going on BB5. I loved the way You played the game. And
I was wondering if you had any tip for me to get 2 the final 2. If you do
please e-mail me. I wish you could have won not Jun.
Hope 2 B the next hg on BB5
Jun Suxs,
Leslie
Monday, September 29, 2003
From: "brat bratz"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: makes u laugh
Date: Tue, 30 Sep 2003 08:19:28 -0600
It makes me laugh to see that Alison and her family have started spamming
the popularity polls at CBS again....give us a break, Ali, your the most
hated house guest in america, but yet your popularity is through the
roof.....hahaha...so funny, and you said you were smart? I would think that
is pretty stupid considering your hated so much, but I guess you think your
the best in all of gods creation. Some pageant queen, if you can't even
accept your hated, I wonder what you do to those poor girls that win against
you.....why don't you use that money to good use and sew your eyes closer
together...
Subject: What a waste of a summer that was...
Date: Mon, 29 Sep 2003 20:38:25 -0700
From: "Gardner, Melanie"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Week after week I was praying you would be voted out - to no avail. You
and Jun are a disgrace and embarrassment to ALL women. Thanks but NO
thanks for how you represented women in this game. Sure you may have
won - but it was pure luck. America did NOT want you or Jun to win. As
you know from the America's Choice award - we were ALL rooting for
Robert. Yes, he was the only one who told it like it was - by saying
you were liars, sluts, and whores. America didn't hold that against him
- at least he was telling the truth!
What a waste...
The Gardners
From: Fan of BB3
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: Clarification
Date: Mon, 29 Sep 2003 19:43:13 -0400
I've been reading emails that refer to the way Alison was "portrayed" on
the show.
I would like to clarify this. Those of us that dislike, or even hate,
Alison the most, got our opinions from watching the live feeds. It was
there that we got to see an unedited Alison, and it's there that we got to
see just how despicable she is.
Those of you that watched three hours a week of tape, all cleaned up by CBS
may see her as playing a game.
I watched closer to 50 hours a week, I think Jun and her are both scum.
Alison says her remarks against Robert's daughter were really directed at
Rob for being a bad father. I don't know where she gets the idea Robert's
a bad father. He spends more time with his daughter than most live-in
fathers, and that little girl really loves him. Sounds like a good father.
To Alison I say: Begone. Before somebody drops a house on you.
From: Thelambefamily
Date: Mon, 29 Sep 2003 12:47:52 EDT
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison,
I was rooting for you in the beginning, but as your comments and true colors
began to show through I quickly began rooting against you. Initially I was
rooting for you because I identified closely with you - I'm a young female and
have always been ultra-competitive in all that I do. I was a dancer in high
school and am extremely bright and intelligent if I do say so myself. I
recently had a child and all I can say is I hope that you learned something from this
experience and that you learn what you like and don't like about yourself and
take steps to change what you don't like. It's hard for me to put aside the
ugly things you said about everyone in the house and think kindly of you, but
I am hoping that somewhere inside there is a heart and some compassion. I too
would have been driven nuts by some of the people in the house - but I think
I would have shown less disdain and disgust about them behind their backs.
You seem extremely intelligent, but what were you thinking saying all of those
things in the diary room? I'm afraid you probably are going to be much
disliked by the public and will pay dearly for those comments. Good luck to you
because you are going to need it for the next few years.
- Tracey Lambe
Date: Sun, 28 Sep 2003 23:44:10 -0700 (PDT)
From: Bebe Starka
Subject: Disgusting Behavior
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Shame on you Alison. You disgust me and millions of other people in America. I hate to say this but Will Kirby from BB2 deserved to get into the finals more than you and Jun. At least he was honest about his lying, but he didn't have to jump on every person in the house to get there either. I bet if you had thought about it long enough you might have decided to swing both ways so you could get to the girls in the house. Too late for that though, maybe next time. You might not have made the comments about Robert's daughter, but the fact was that you thought it was funny. That's LOW! Oh yeah, nothing bothers you because you're smarter than everyone else. Too bad that Nathan was thinking with the wrong body part when he took you off the block.
CBS has stooped to an all time low with this years show. It seems like after the first year things just went down hill. It's all about ratings. I guess they think that watching someone making a fool out of themselves on national television is what the American public wants to see.
Your parents seem to think that you have to act like a common streetwalker to get ahead in life. What a demented way to think. It sounds like you're not the only one that needs to grow up. I hope you seriously use your money to get some help and pray that your actions in the house to come back to bite you in the ass.
From: "Debbie"
To:
Subject: Alison I loved you on BB4
Date: Sun, 28 Sep 2003 20:56:45 -0500
Hi Alison,
First off Congrats for being a winner in BB4, I personally thought you should have won it all hands down.
I know you were playing the game and did what you had to do to survive and make it to the end. In time others will realize this or forget about BB4 all together but either way girl you have nothing to be ashamed of. I loved your spunky, fun loving competitive attitude and wish more young people had your enthusiasm for life and making a difference in the world. Yes Ali I think you will make a difference, you are young with a whole life ahead of you, seize the moment and make the most of it.
I know there is alot of negative feedback out there but I for one was watching the feeds while you guys were awake and slept when you did, and have a good headstart on my abs thanks to your nightly routine lol. I know that alot of the negative comments were based alot on CBS editing, I saw the lovely shining person come thru even with that.
My husband even agrees, you were our favorite from day 1 and I supported you all the way thru. I mentored a high school girl in her senior year that you remind me alot of. Her name was Lois and when she first started working for me on the half day school program, she had no self esteem, dressed and acted like a tomboy (which isn't bad by any means) and felt dumb and stupid. After working with me her senior year, we managed to get her in a dress for Prom, make her smile light up her face like yours does and walk in the room like she owned the place! After she graduated she worked for me full time and really got a hands on training that would have taken her years to learn on her own and she far exceeded my original expectations, I am very proud of her. On the lighter side of that story she taught me that 40 was not old and I still had alot of life left in me too. We would go bike riding every day and have long talks, she would talk to me about things that she felt she couldn't talk to her mother about. We became and still are very close. When I watched you on BB4, my Lois was on that show shining thru.
Good luck to you in your future and if you and Donny do not move on together, don't be sad, there is so much out there for you to experience and if he is Mr Right you will know and things will come full circle. Enjoy your life, your family and embrace all the new fans you have made thru this awesome experience you have just lived!
Hugsss from a fan in Texas
Deb
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: hi
From: "" dugsgal"
Alison, I have to say that I am saddened by all of these people and the horrible things they are saying to you. Big Brother is about strategies, keeping focused, and staying till the end. Winning friends is really not what the GAME is about. I find somewhat funny that Will, in the big brother game, was thought of as a genius for the way he played the game, and yet you are thought of as a lying slut, and I think you had very much the same strategies. I never send e-mails like this, but I think you could use all the support you could get. I am guessing these people did not see you when you held Donny's picture and cried. I do not believe that was your game face, I do not think you played to the cameras. I think that in rare moments like that we saw you for who you are. You are a loving person. To be quite honest when I first starting watching I personally did not like you very much. Your answer on how you would spend the money quickly turned me around. Erika and Robert were spending it on what I thought were silly things, and you said that you would marry Donny and have babies. Again, you were not trying to win votes, you spoke from your heart, and I really believe that you are a good person. I think most of these people would go nuts with no outside contact, no hateful e-mails to send, and no one to be mean to. I find it funny that all of these wackos are telling you how much of a horrible person you are in a way that they should be ashamed of. I wish you the best. I wish you would have won, because I honestly believe that you were the best player. Wishing you the best in life,Julie
From: "Emma Bowers"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Sun, 28 Sep 2003 09:13:16 +0000
I just wanted to say Big Brother USA was televised for the first time over
here in England and it was far better than the UK BB - hope we get the
chance to see Big Brother USA 5 on our screens next year.
I thought it was an exciting game and well done to all the house mates for
getting through it!!
I really can't believe the people that have come on here to slag off Alison.
I mean really...who was was it?... "DebBorah" that compared Alison to
Tonya Harding...that is the biggest load of Crap!! How can you compare the
two??
Well done Alison..you went on a "Game Show" and you played your ass off.
You did a brill job..shame you didn't win!!!!
I can speak for the rest of the UK but all my friends loved you!!!!
Good luck..hope you can work things out with Donny!!
From: JJanandDavid
Date: Sat, 27 Sep 2003 23:28:21 EDT
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Yes, Ali, after reading some of your mail I can only surmise that the people
who support you and the way you played the game are only people who can relate
to you in some dark way.You must know by now that the marjority of the
Americans who watched the show really didnt like you and were disgusted with our
actions and speech. You were not clever and funny like Will...you were just
hateful, mean, conceited and immoral. You are no role model for any
female...unless they are degenerates such as yourself. You have had your fifteen minutes
of fame, I hope it was worth it to degrade yourself. God help you.....JJ
From: epitomeofclass
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Just A Note
Date: Sat, 27 Sep 2003 10:49:27 -0700 (PDT)
Note to Alison
If Alison reads these posts, please see my reply under Jun's Interview also. You are both disgusting, foul-mouthed girls. She was just the better at being underhanded. There are not enough negative words in the thesaurus to describe how sick and low you both are.
I have a 24 year old daughter and if she had behaved like either of you, I would have disowned her right after I beat her half to death. She would have to move out of the country to get me off her butt. My daughter was always very popular and participated in pageants many times, but she never behaved the way you do. I tried to raise her to be a caring, moral person though.
You and your family need professional help if you all believe your actions should be condoned. I couldn't believe your parents reactions to your behavior. They are proud? Of what? Ask them to please explain to the BB4 followers. I know quite a few attorneys personally, but I don't know one who would be proud of their daughter behaving the way you did. Makes me wonder where your father got his education.
That "it's just a game" thing you've been screaming is total BS too. We all know you've shown your true colors exactly. Even some from your hometown have posted on various sites that you played the real you.
Robert's description of you was to a tee. You demonstrated yourself well as being a b***h. Even referring to yourself as one. You did your best to behave as a slut and tried very hard to whore yourself in front of all. Do you believe this is becoming?
You are shameless and Donny must be an imbecile is he wants you in his life at all.
From: Princess101221
Date: Sat, 27 Sep 2003 13:29:48 EDT
Subject: Hey Ali!
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
OMG!! Ali don't listen to these mean people!! You played a great game!!! I
was cheerring for yaz all the way!!!! I live in Pittsburgh too!! But I think you
played the best game so far in big brother!!!! So Congrats!!!
Saturday, September 27, 2003
From: "brat bratz"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: baahaahaaa!!!!!!!
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 23:43:38 -0600
Alison=Alison Win R NOT!!! Hahahaha...you are such a freak....hahaha. Do you
realize how stupid you looked? My god...how do you look yourself in the
mirror?
To all those pretend (mommy & daddy) fans out there, we NORMAL people are
Not jealous of your Evil ali....it is just plain FACT that America HATES the
little WHORE. You are so smug, you thought you had it all, but look at what
happened...you lost...hehehe...you thought no one had you figured out, why
do you think the hg wanted to take you to the finals?...because everyone
knew they would win against "THE TWO BIT WHORE"....
and as for Donny, nice break up letter huh? At least he had class...and if
you think he's the jealous type and a mental abuser, like you said he
was...then I suggest you crawl back under the pit of lies you came from...
You are a very ugly person....uglier than the shit, that grows around the
toilet if not washed for a few days...and your personality, is that of a
rabid dog...just plain evil...you have been the absolute worst show
contestant of all time...how does it feel to have burnt your bridges in the
whole country??
I think Roberts right on one thing...you are a c*nt, a bitch, a whore and
uuuuglyyyyy!!! hehehe....and when it comes to his child, don't you think she
deserves an apology??? Question: Do you think if some one mentally abuses a
child should be charged with child abuse? And would it be, that if some one
hates children so much, could possibly be an underlining child
molester?...very sad...
good luck in life...NOT!!!!!
To: Alison@alisonirwin.net
From: "DeBorah"
Date: Sat, 27 Sep 2003 01:38:58 -0400 (EDT)
Dear Alison,
How does it feel to be the most hated American since Tonya Harding,Monica Lewinsky,O.J.Simpson,Ted Bundy? How does it feel to be the most hated person in the world,with Idi Amin,Hilter,Usma Bin Laden,and Sadam,oh and let's not forget SATAN?
When you win your money Ms.Alison,please pick up the bible and read the following scripture:Hosea 8:1-10:15 But you have planted wickedness, you have reaped evil, you have eaten the fruit of deception." Nothing will protect them now, neither their powerless gods or their weak king. It is over.
JUNTROLLA
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 22:31:42 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Cindy G."
Subject: Hey Alison
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
I guess to you, negative attention is better than no attention at all, right?
Isn't that why this blog is here?
You are one crazy nutcase!
From: Souperstar75
Date: Sat, 27 Sep 2003 01:02:49 EDT
Subject: So sorry.
To: Alison@alisonirwin.net
Ali, I'm sorry that these people are saying such terrible things about you.
I thought that you in the diary room was some of the funniest TV I've seen.
I don't believe that you or Jun called Robert's daughter a B****, because that
is what you would call Robert.
I think you did a wonderful job. I was a fan of both you and Jun. I loved
it on the live show when the audience was "listening in," before a commercial
break, where Jun said that everyone talked trash about everyone, and you
replied, "Not everyone, Jun." I loved it. You both were a little catty towards
each other, but that's OK.
Another thing, I am a married woman so don't anyone get the wrong idea here,
but I think you have a beautiful body. Athletic, yet sexy. I would love to
know how you got and keep yourself in such wonderful shape. I saw some of the
workouts you were doing in the BB4 house, but I must be doing them wrong or
something. I'm trying to lose weight after just having my daughter.
Anyway Ali, you did good and I would have loved to compete against you, we
would either still be standing in that cage, or holding on to our keys.
Good luck to you, and don't let all the negativity bring you down.
Karla
To: Alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: It was a game
From: "Rookie"
Date: Sat, 27 Sep 2003 00:04:56 -0400 (EDT)
Alison,
You played a hell of a game. What most people don't understand is that it was a game with a big prize. You play to win, not to make friends. Congrats on 2nd place anyway.
Rook
Friday, September 26, 2003
From: aaladybug5
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 16:23:09 EDT
Subject: You are a nothing!
To: Alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison,
Having read all of your hate mail, I should be telling you that I feel sorry
for you, but I can't. I believe everyone is correct about you. Watching your
incipid and spiteful words all summer was very painful. Your voice is horrible
and grating on the nerves.
I'm not writing to tell you that I hate or despise you, because you aren't
worth the energy.
I'm bothering with this email because I'm so mad that you kicked Erika out of
the house.
Glad you're gone~ keep going until you drop off the edge somewhere.
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 02:18:20 -0700
From: tara smith
Subject: Your An IDIOT
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Hey you fool Alisonirwin.net is down now that you out of the house. Guess you could not take it that there was sooo much hate mail out there for everyone to read. Isn't having a computer in the bb house against the rules? I'm going to make sure CBS finds out.
You are so pathetic that on June the 6th your wrote a letter to yourself saying that you were Krystal you idiot you thought no one would know except the ones you sent were all post marked from alison and the date . You are really that hard up!!!
How does it feel to understand that America hates your personality. After you spent 82 days running people down. I've been in the chat rooms since day one you blew me away with your behavior and everyone else I talk to.
Hope the money is worth it make you should get some help. I don't know anyone as desperate and as jealous as you are. I her people say after they saw themselves on T.V. they cleaned up. I do not care what you do just happy not to listen to your disgusting mouth anymore, or look at you snarley face. You still think Lexus want's you for a commercial I doubt it America would pay to never see your face again plus there stocks would seriously drop. Maybe you'll move to a desert island somewhere.
GOOD RIDDONS
From: caresstasy
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 14:22:12 EDT
Subject: YOU ARE A PIECE OF SH*T
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
How does it feel going to the site you thought was your very own fan site
just to find out that all you have are hate letters? Ha ha ha! Loser! Words
can't describe how much I (and just about everyone else) despise you. You are
butt-ugly, so I don't know what type of delusional world you live in to think
you are so great. So what gives you the right to cut down everyone else? You
are the farthest thing from perfect. But what goes around comes around, so you
will get what you deserve in the end. If not in this world, you definitely
will in your afterlife. Have a sh*tty life, dumbass, because that's all you
deserve.
From: "J. B."
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: trash
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 07:46:39 -0600
What really amazes me is that you and Jun thought that the other hg were
pissed because they didn't win the money. The fact is - you're just
repulsive. People want to be near you about as much as they want to roll in
shit... which reminds me of your parents........
Have fun at the Premiere!
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 07:55:09 EDT
Subject: LOSER!!!!!!!
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
From: PHILLIPKR
Alsion-Thank God the BB Jury was able to view the diary room tapes and make
an informed decision. You are truly the most despicable individual ever to be
on national TV and kept proving it week by week. Your selfishness, evilness,
and self-centeredness is unmatched in today's free society. That 50K you were
awarded, by default, would be wisely spent on therapy. To a 22 year old, it may
seem like a lot of money, but, trust me, it's not!! I was thrilled to see
that your "fake smile" did you NO GOOD when it was down to the final selection.
Though it may seem that Jun was undeserving of the GRAND PRIZE to you, she
deserved it hands down over you. How do you even sleep with yourself, being such a
coniving little bitch? You have a tough road ahead of you--a well deserved
one.
From: "trinity"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: bb4
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 12:30:57 +0100
I am so glad I wasn't in the bb4 house with you. If I was I think I would have got arrested. You think you were playing the game by calling roberts 7 year old daughter a bitch. You are the bitch alison. What has that 7 year old girl done to you. I have a daughter and if you would have called my daughter that you would be laying in hospital right now. You think talking like that is playing the game. How can that be playing the game. I think you to need to get help. You did not deserve to be in the last 2. I hope you get whats coming to you, I also hope you have no children if thats what you call them.
From: MyNameIsGurt
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 02:14:54 EDT
Subject: Likliness to a book character
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison you remind me of Golum from the lord of the rings. Your two faced, you
show a good side to the other houseguests, just like golum did to the poor
hobbits. Then you turn around and backstab them and try to have them eliminated.
Not only that your just as ugly as he is. Well is he is cuter. Poor golum,
to think im comparing him to you. Im sorry golum. Now im not gonna say the
stuff the rest of the people are saying, just because im not gonna waste the
strength in my fingers on you. I agree with them all (except for the ones that
like you). And im sure you dont care how i feel anyway. Im just trying to
entertain the masses. I still dont like you dont getme wrong. Look on the bright
side, there wont be camera's in the rubber room you will probably end up living
in. No wait that is the bright side for us, we dont have to see you. Well
anyway, your ugly, your a hoe, your a bitch, and now, YOUR HISTORY!!
"Nobody likes you!!" - Golum
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 02:02:47 EDT
Subject: bb4
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
From: Kajuan602
Congratulations Alison on your success. I think you deserved the
$500,000 because you played the best game .I would have made all your moves to
get the well needed money too. You go Girl!
From: "pink bear"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: haha
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 05:40:13 +0000
How do you feel now, Ali? Do you feel a little like the scumbag you are?
HA! You did say over and over again that you were the smartest one in the
house, then why Ali, didn't you realize what a complete backstabbing, whore
you were being?
I am so relieved that the jury was smart enough to give the winnings to
Jun, even though she is no prize pig herself. You are the typical psychopath
with a definite personality disorder. You need mental help.
And for the person that said you were popular because of how many public
votes you received at CBS, it doesn't take a brain surgeon to figure out
that one. Your crazy a** parents were probably on the site 24/7, to
counteract the 1's you were receiving from the rest of the country.
You do need help girl, why don't you go into your mothers drawer and
start taking some of her anti-psychotic pills, i'm damn sure that would be
the only thing that would help you right now.
If you think that the town of Meadville is proud of you and the way you
played, your wrong. You are a unbelievable embarrassment! I suggest you pack
your things and skip town, I don't think anyone wants you around.
You are a very ugly person, and as for your parents, can't believe they
actually admitted to america, that you won the pageants the same way you
played the bb4 game. That proves once and for all your a vindictive biatch.
I bet the judges are kicking themselves for being sucked in by you.
People started to hate you after Nate took you off the block, then you
backstabbed him. Ya...other people in the house did the same thing, and
ya...other people in the house lied as well, but then you started to say
horrible thing about the other members of the house, not just nasty things,
horrible! Like that wasn't bad enough, you couldn't stop there...you had to
keep going and trash Roberts daughter. That was the kicker!!! Now I have to
wonder who the child abuser is???
Anyway, good luck to you in the future, you'll need it.
From: "Debi Faith"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: You were the bomb!!!!!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 21:28:13 -0700
I don't care what everyone is saying I personally think that you played the game extremely well. You made me laugh & I have nothing but nice things to say about you! My family rooted for you the whole time & was very disappointed that the jury picked Jun over you. They made a big mistake!!! You deserved and earned to win!! Don't listen to all those people that are trashing you out there they are just jealous and have no clue what it took for you to make to the end!! They all need to stop judging you and accept you for the intelligent competitor that you are!!! Good Luck to you in all that you do!!!
Date: Fri, 26 Sep 2003 01:42:15 GMT
To: Alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Glad Jun won
From: ctby235
Alison,
First let me say that it's girls like you that made me despise cheerleaders and pageant girls in high school. Perhaps they were not all back stabbing, nasty, manipulative witches like you, but I'm sure there were a few.
I'm super glad that JUn won the grand prize. At least it appears as though she has a soul and a conscience.
Not a fan in Az.
From: "Ivern Porter"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Glad you lost
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 17:16:41 -0500
Alison,
I hope you read all the email you received and take it to heart. You were evil in the house. I totally agree with Dana when she voted for =
the lesser of the two evils. I heard you say once that you needed the money more than Jun, well too bad. She got it and you didn't. Believe me I truly wish you well and I hope you learned something from this.
I Porter
From: "Scott Cook"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Happy in Washington!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:20:59 -0700
Alison,
I just wanted to point out one major flaw in your (and what few fans you
have) thinking. You did not make it to the finals because you are so smart
and so good. You made it to the finals because every other person in the
house wanted to make it to the finals and any one of them would have done
just what Jun did, take you with them so they could be sure to win. That is
the ONLY reason you got there. The advice here on this site is good. Spend
some of that money on a good therapist who will be honest with you. One that
feeds your twisted self image will just be a waste of time and money.
Congrats to Jun and the jurors for seeing through your BS. (With the
exception of poor stupid Nathan)
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:05:04 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jig jackson
Subject: Die in HELL you whore!
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Who the HELL do you think you are? You are a real
scumbag to attack Robs daughter! Your face is so ugly
with that nose that looks like Mr Potato head! You
deserve nothing more then a swift kick in the ass! You
disgusting witch! You are complete trailer trash the
way you say F this and that. Your parents are scumbags
to raise such a gross and vile child like you alison!
Buy yourself a new trailer trash whore!
From: Princess101221
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 18:08:39 EDT
Subject: Hey Ali!
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
OMG!! Ali don't listen to these mean people!! You played a great game!!! I
was cheerring for yaz all the way!!!! I live in Pittsburgh too!! But I think you
played the best game so far in big brother!!!! So Congrats!!!
From: "cindy-hummingbird"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 15:43:17 -0400
9/25/03
YOU SUCK!!!!
REGARDS,
CINDY H.
OHIO
From: "Lisa"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: way to go ali!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 17:43:02 -0400
not sure if you will read this, but i just wanted to say "good game" to you,
and even though i thought you were a little brutal @ times (calling roberts
daughter a bitch...and i too was a robert hater... his references to women
being bitches, sluts, whores, and the one julie left out... cunts... was
inexcusable, in my opinion... but calling an innocent child names, was
pushing it a little far...she cant help she has an idiot for a father...)
anyway, just wanted to let you know, i thought you played a good game... a
better game than jun, and in my opinion, you should have won the top prize.
the jury is looney... and just mad that they werent there in the top 2 w/
you
a word of advice though... please dont go through life thinking that the
best way to get what you want is to use your body...use that mind of
yours... i know you are a lot smarter than everyone thinks.... stay true to
yourself, and you will get farther... to thine own self be true girlfriend!
:o)
regards to you,
Lisa
p.s. if donny doesnt want anything to do w/ you, move on... the stories you
told in the bb house about him, made me think he wasnt a physically abusive
boyfriend, but mental abuse is just as damaging... he sounds like a jealous
person, who will only bring you down.... GOOD LUCK TO YOU!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 14:29:02 -0700 (PDT)
From: will kirby
Subject: Its just a game,but you still don't get it
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Ali,
You deserve congratulations for surviving three months in that house, with possibly the most boring group of reality tv contestants ever seen. Still, you blew it. You were definitely the most charismatic person on the show after David was booted. You had the potential to not only win it all, but actually have another 15 minutes of fame after the show ended. Too bad your immaturity and self-absorbtion blinded you to real rules of the BB game......making and sustaining relationships under tough circumstances. You burned all your bridges, with the exception of Nate, who is even dumber than I thought!
From: TRATRA831
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:49:02 EDT
Subject: BIG FAT LOSER !!!
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
You are a BIG FAT LOSER and i am so happy that you lost !!! YOU LOST
!! LMAO loser !!!!!!!!! Hope you got dumped too . The only fans you have are
your parents. LOSER , Take that 50,000 and redo your nose , and get some dance
lessons because Erica made you look stupid........Tracey G new york
From: "Michael Nast"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: U ROCK GIRL!!!!!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 15:41:31 -0500
Alison you played the game better than anyone ever has. Shame on the idiots
who can't separate the game from reality. No matter what anyone says about
you you knew how to play and put yourself in the position to win. I'm
shocked the way Donnie disrespected u last night. Shame on him, what an
uncaring and insecure man. You're a very beautiful, caring and devoted
person any secure man would die for. I wish you only the best.
From: Kevin Long
To: "'alison@alisonirwin.net'"
Subject: congrats!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 15:32:54 -0500
Congrats on losing!
Boo hoo hoo!
From: Casesx2
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:22:31 EDT
Subject: bb
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Dear Alison,
Please get some counseling. I think you are worth it.
There would be more happiness for you if you lived for a reason bigger than
yourself.
That is the great secret to maturity, happiness, and success.
It isn't $.
God bless,
Mary Lou Case, RN, MSN, FNP
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 13:09:29 -0700 (PDT)
From: Katie Uyak
Subject: You Truly Deserved To Win
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison:
I cannot express how sorry I am that you did not win Big Brother 4. I truly believe that you deserved to win. You played the best game out of all 12 houseguests and nothing will ever change my mind about that. You were a great player and I am sorry that you never fully got the credit you deserved.
Every competition, you tried so hard to win. You won competitions that you knew were life or death. You did everything you could to stay in that house and you did not fail. You got as far in the game as you could. As a competitor, you never dissapointed me or any other of your fans. You played better than all of the guys and girls in that house, Jun included. The only reason you lost is because at the time they voted, the jury did not realize that everything you did in that house was stragetic and that is not the type of person you are.
I cannot begin to imagine how hard it must be to be in that house with 11 other strangers and you ex boyfriend. I am so sorry that you had to go through that. I have no doubt that you and Donny will survive Big Brother 4 and will go on to live a happy and positive life.
As a fan of the TV show, I must say you truly have inspired me. I never thought I would get so emotionally involved in the show, and if it wasn't for you, I might not have. You really were the sole reason I loved this show. I wanted you to win since Week 1. You played the best mental and physical game of anyone. You actions and words will not be forgotten.
I am so sorry and dissapointed that you never fully got the credit that you deserved. You worked so hard to make it to the finals and no one respected you for that. I ma sure that all of the people in your life, your family,friends and fans are so proud of you for making it to the Final 2! You are a special, sucessful,wonderful, and inspirational person. You have a wonderful personality and I am so glad to have seen you on the show.
From of the bottom of my heart, CONGRATULATIONS on a game well played. You truly deserved to win. I feel like I have known you for a long time, from my time of watching the show. The experience of being on the show is very valuable, even more so than the money. Again, congratulations on a wonderful game of "heart-stopping thrills"
and good luck in the future!
A HUGE FAN
-Katie
14 (Virginia Beach, Virginia)
From: "Sandi Moore"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: You can take off that pageant smile now
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 15:59:05 -0400
Alison,
Where does that confidence come from? That's the first thing I remember thinking when I first saw you on Big Brother 4. Other than how irritatingly loud you were. I started hating everything about you, that nasal sound when you talk, the way you'd go for what must be days without a shower with your greasy ass hair in the diary room. You'd run your hands through your hair and it would STICK, now that's just sick. On national tv? Oh god I bet you stank like tuna. I couldn't believe that Justin ever touched you... but when I heard him tell dana on the hammock as you were doing some highschool cheerleading routine, that watching you dance makes him sick, I knew my impression of you was accurate. You're the girl who always has something to say and can't wait for the one second when no one else is saying anything so you can talk. I know this can't be your first experience in having everyone hate you, it's impossible. Girl, with all of the people in America who hate you right now, it's hard to imagine there ever being anyone who could stand you in the past. You will make yourself feel better by thinking we all hate you because we're jealous "haters." I would have loved to see Justin or Jack win that money, they were just downright cool people. It's not out of jealousy it's out of complete SHOCK that people like you actually exsist and seem to like themselves. We don't get it. And most likely never will.
It was soooo hilarious to see you tell Jun that "Not everyone talked shit." Admit it you only said that shit because you knew the jury could be watching. That just shows how easily you turn on anyone who gets in your way, and I blame your parents. The story about someone slitting your pageant dress was really you slitting someone elses wasn't it?? You don't need to admit it. Yesterday before the votes were tallied I was just praying that you wouldn't win, and I was SO happy that you didn't, but then I saw how you tried to cling to Jun and she just ignored you, but you kept up that fake-ass pageant smile. When they asked who you'd keep in touch with you just should have straight up been honest and said no one, because not even Jun wanted to keep in touch with you. You're so stupid you thought Donny really was "amazed" by your beauty or something. God you're pathetic. When you started bawling with your mom and dad I realllly felt sorry for you. I really felt sad to think of how hated you are. Before I never would have wished this on ANYONE but you are SO ... HATED. To be honest Alison, I am scared for you. If I (God forbid) were you, I would seriously invest in some bodyguards after this. Peace.
From: "Melissa Smith"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 13:22:04 -0600
I just wanted to tell Ali CONGRATULATIONS on a job well done!!! You did a FABULOUSLY job of shaming your family name, and your reputation (if you had one to start with). My god! I am most surprised at how your family supports you. Your mother told everyone on national television that you knew the art of backstabbing since you and had competed in beauty contests and her comments aired the week before Miss America. Your family obviously has no clue or class!! Which by the way money can't buy it must be earned just like respect!! Your family should be humiliated with your actions and your boyfriend Donnie should RUN as Fast as he can. Seriously Ali, how do think you can rectify your reputation? Did you not think about the consequences outside the game? You are probably going to be remember as the most iniquitous reality player ever. Take your 50k and get some FAMILY THERAPY!!
From: "A Franklin"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: BigBrother4
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 14:02:01 -0500
Alison,
I do not want to make things worse for you after you get out of the house, but I really feel sorry for you. You blew it in the house by being a total bitch to everyone and lying and backstabbing everyone. You had no loyalty to your word, and my daddy always taught us that if you're not as good as your word you're not worth a damn! That's what you are, not good at anything you told anyone in that house!
Once more, I am sorry for you and I hope you can get throught the negative thoughts that I'm sure everyone in the veiwing audience has for you, not to mention the people in the community you live in.
Wake up and realize that there are people in the world who have feelings and that life is not just a game.
~signed~
Bree
From: "Marna"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Your role in BB
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 11:51:47 -0700
Alison -
I watch the entire Big Brother season. And while I understand that you were playing a good hard game -- I also recognized that you personally attacked each and every houseguest. Which is not really part of the game.
I can only hope that you accept responsibility for your actions, become accountable for your life and receive some much needed therapy.
The sad part is, I don't think you are ever going to get it.
Sincerely,
Marna Gatlin
From: "sixteenpaws"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: ABOUT alison PLEASE POST THIS.
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 11:40:25 -0700
Ali…the name suits you so well….Alley Cat sneaking and crawling, scratching and fighting for survival. You are an ugly person Ali. Inside clearly, but outside as well. Get your fat blob of a nose fixed. Clean up your zits and acne.
You have beady creepy cold mean eyes. You are repulsive. $50,000 might help to fix you up temporarily but your looks will always be overshadowed by the detestable, acidic, vicious slut you are. SHAME ON YOU KNOCKING ERIKA'S DOG. You heartless miserable freak. No one would pick you from a pound you ALI CAT!
America loathes you. How pleasurable to be recognized and despised every where you go for oh…about the next couple years. Enjoy your fading 15 minutes of fame. You are a joke. People are mocking you everywhere. It tells a lot about your upbringing that your parents are proud of you.
You are a stain. A bed crawling slut. Donny HAS dumped you but you are too vain and stupid and deluded to figure it out. I bet your parents wrote that letter to help you TRY to save face when Donny refused to attend.
You looked hilarious with the bouquet of flowers and the stunned look on your zit face as you watched your dream of being rich FAIL. Your parents should have BOUGHT you a sash too with the title MISS BB 2nd RATE WHORE and given you a plastic placket saying
MISS BITCHSLUT VOTED AMERICAS MOST HATED BB GUEST EVER!
Congrats Ali. ENJOY!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 10:38:46 -0700 (PDT)
From: linda wilson
Subject: great game
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
You played great....ignore the jealous and envy ridden letters. Even the house mates had many sour grapes....they were mad that you did not take them with you. This is your life....if you played to be the nice kid on the block you would not have 50,000 dollars which is a lot more than the other house mates got.
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 12:35:12 -0600
From: cbrown4
Subject: You make me sick
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
It's very apparent that you forgot you were on camera 24/7. You acted all sweet and nice when you knew it was the live show, but acted trashy when you felt no one was watching you. I think your comments towards Robert’s daughter are totally unforgivable. How can you say anything so horrible about a seven year old child? Are you jealous of her or what?
I had planned to name my first daughter Alison, but now since you have ruined that name, I will have find one more suiting. You are a disgrace. You should be ashamed how you behaved in the house, how you trashed your family and Donnie and his mother.
You remind me of a spoiled brat that always got her way, and nothing is ever your fault. Well its time to grow and face the real world.
Your behavior in the house has me made me think twice if I will ever watch Big Brother again. I hope CBS will do a better job next year picking houseguests.
Cindy
From: Userjones711
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 10:18:37 EDT
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Ali, I was reading some of the stuff people wrote and I do not agree with
them. Not at all. They are just jealous and that is why they talk trash. I
respect the way you played the game and I wanted you to win from the beginning. Best
of luck to you and Donny!
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 10:18:20 -0700 (Pacific Daylight Time)
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Evil Bitches Win BB4
From: "T Dot Girl"
Dear Alison,
You know, against my better judgement, I pulled for you through most the BB4 series. I thought to myself...Wow, this girl is a player!! Then after watching last night's finale, I re-evaluated the way you acted outside the game...i.e. the diary room portions. I have never seen so many people be genuinely hurt in the course of an hour show. When the jury got to view the diary room tapes, so many of your fellow house guests just seemed to deflate!! They all knew you were acting outrageously throughout the show, but they gave you the credit of a superior game player. Then to see the personal attacks in the privacy of the diary room, when the game is essentially on pause, made them all lose complete respect for you!! To make it even worse, when you had the opportunity to say anything, all you can focus on is it was playing the game, it was playing the game...you sounded like a broken record! At least you didn't justify the personal attacks like Jun did by saying that they were attempts at humour to alleviate stress! That's just sick...but you were given ample opportunity to say, "In my mind i was playing the game, but the personal attacks were out of anger and frustration and I apologize!" Or something along those lines. You had the opportunity to humanize and humble yourself and instead you decided to keep up your "Holier than thou" attitude and further alienate the people who were voting for you to win $500,000!! I'm not happy that either of you won, and obviously, either was the jury!! I have never seen such a display of loathing as I did from the evicted house guests. Then to top everything off, not even a thank you from either of you. How ungrateful can two people be?? Of course, with the silver spoon in your mouth, $50,000 was probably your monthly allowance growing up, which would explain why you had no appreciation for it.
I just hope it doesn't bother you to hear how many people hate you.....maybe its time you heard it from "your public" since you spent the last 3 months saying you hated EVERYONE in the house!! Some of the stunts you pulled were disgusting! I nearly fell off my chair laughing when David went and washed out his mouth after kissing you! And what was the whole thing with accusing half the cast and crew of touching you inappropriately?? That was just so sad. I thought calling Jack a "Perverted old man" was an all time low, but laughing at Jun calling Rob's 7 year old daughter a bitch was even lower. I think you are going to go home to no Donny, no more pageants (they'd be crazy to think you can represent your State's epitome of youth!) and a very lonely life until you make some personal changes and start realizing that your actions effect more than just Alison Irwin!
In the end, I have to agree with Dana....it was a matter of picking the lesser of 2 evils. To quote you, "Evil Bitches always win!" Guess you were right!
Enjoy your money, I'd be very surprised if you didn't piddle it away on nonsense instead of using or investing it wisely!
A Former Fan!
Thursday, September 25, 2003
From: "Greg&Deb"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject:
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 22:39:11 -0400
Maybe Hollywood will call Alison to be Tonya Harding's body double. She won't even have to act ~ she will just have to be herself. I'm having trouble deciding who is the lesser of 2 evils ~ Alison or Tonya ~ it's just too close to call!
Alison is such an embarrassment to our city of Meadville!
From: "lori t"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: 2nd Place
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 03:09:12 +0000
Well, as I knew you came in 2nd - you are not the winner you thought you
were. You complained that 50,000 after tax was not enough. Of course Jun
didn't deserve to win either but she was a step up from you. It was nice to
see your fake face tonight when Jun won.
You thought it was great that women won this year. If you and Jun were men
and were in the house as the final three with one woman you would have been
kicked off BB for your threatening remarks. However, BB let you and Jun get
away with threatening Robert and his 7 yr old daughter. So don't feel good
about that!
And still today you were trashing the hgs. Saying if Nathan confronted you
about you saying he was gay you would say you brought him out of the closet.
You said if Jack confronted you about calling him a pervert you would say
you call them like you see them. After Jun reminded you that Jack has kids
you went on to say that you should have called him a child molester.
You told everyone about your mom's affair on your dad and then preceded to
say they should get a divorce. I have no respect for your parents after
seeing them on TV but you don't care what level you stoop to.
Most people, including myself, were just waiting for this year to be over
because it has been the worst Big Brother yet. Some have it just ruined
their summmer because they look forward to it and did not enjoy it at all.
You are mentally sick and need help bad. Take this money and get help for
yourself. You said you did it because it was game. NO, you are lying
again. The really hateful things you did were when they would not have
counted in ways of winning the game.
I am disgusted with you. You are so low that you have a long way to climb
before you can even be considered fairly decent. Go get that help. I am
glad my children don't act anything close to you. You don't care what you
do to who. You think everything evolves around you. Grow up, it don't.
You will see the majority of people don't like all the horrible, vindictive
and cruel things you said and did that didn't have anything to do with the
game..
From a person who doesn't have to look at you anymore.
From: "Oinkat"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: REALITY CHECK ALISON
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 22:15:35 -0500
Dear Alison,
Well, Congratulations for winning $50,000.00
I think it was pretty obvious, once you view the tapes, that the jury did not want either of you to be in the final two. America surely did not. We were not impressed with each of you. The lackluster congratulations after the vote was announced by the jury reflected it also.
Personally, I am thrilled you did not win. You think you can WIN anything that comes across your path. However, this was not a pageant.
Big Brother is a social experiment in life interactions. Winning competitions is not the crux of BB. I think you will learn something from this show.....a basic reality check on how to treat people. I will not reiterate previous posts, it has all been said.
I really did not want to see either you or Jun in the Final 2. When I sat down to think, as the jury did, who played the better game...it was Jun. Ali, you need to realize this...when you say you "love someone" you stick with that. Jun never whored herself on the show. You did! That was probably the biggest swaying point. Donnie's letter was pretty vague to you. The jury saw you as a user...and I do believe Donnie does also. You don't get anywhere in this world if morally you profess your love to someone and jump into bed with any guy to use them to your gain. You get a label. A USER. A HIGH MAINTENCE BITCH.
Your "over confidence" exuded from you through out the entire BB. You felt you had a sheet of amour, no one could beat you. You never reigned your mouth in. You were always focused on You. You never related to others. Remember, this is a social experiment.
I was not happy, like the jury, that you and Jun were the final 2. However, to compare the two of you, I hoped the jury would take one thing into consideration.
Jun does not have a relationship with her parents. She fended for herself for many years, against the traditional wishes of her Korean parents, to be an independent woman. She worked 4 jobs in NY City. That is tough to survive and she did it.
Unlike you, with a "silver spoon" in your mouth..you have zero life experience, have had a joy ride because your parents have supported you. You were extremely spoiled and had a slanted attitude toward life. Thank your parents, ali.
As Jack said, "Jun played a Smart Game" because of her life experience. She knows how to play the corporate game. She will do extremely well in life. Ali, you play the Pageant and College game. Time to grow up. Real Life is not that.
Glad you lost. Hope you learned something from this.
Also, Bob was there for Jun. Donnie's letter was interesting. Guess you will be getting a boot in the future from him too. Users never succeed in this world. Eventually they are caught up with. Take the hint from Nathan...start "Bible study" and get to know who you really are, not what your parents created.
Invest your 50K wisely. You have no future in Hollywood. America is glad you are finally off TV.
Regards,
Paula
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 04:53:55 -0400 (Eastern Standard Time)
To: Alison@alisonIrwin.net
Subject: You GO Girl
From: "CShell
Hi, Thanks for a great season Ali!! I am an older viewer with a daughter almost your age...any tips for her? She is thinking of sending tape to BB, for next years show! You are a very smart girl...keep your chin up!! "We love Ya".....Cheryl
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 02:31:20 -0700 (PDT)
From: s j
Subject: Hello Succubus
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
You may of walked away $50,000 richer but, made of
fool of yourself in front of millions of people. Such
a shame that someone who appears to be nice is just
the opposite. You can leave your mask off, we know how
ugly you are.
Get some counseling and it would probably be good to
seperate yourself from your Parents since they are the
ones that created you, in more ways than one.
What a MONSTER you are and no amount of makeup can
cover it up!
Good luck, you'll need it!
From: LadyJane527
Date: Thu, 25 Sep 2003 03:24:49 EDT
Subject: Totally Disgusted in Connecticut
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
You sat right there and apparently didn't get anything any of the former
houseguests had to say. They were disappointed and disgusted with your behavior -
but stressed that it wasn't so much "in the game" but the non-strategic
behavior in the diary room, where you constantly trashed everyone with your gutter
mouth. You sat there at the end with Julie Chen saying they didn't understand
it was just a game. Well, it wasn't in the diary room and still you try and
excuse what you are. I for one (and many others who watched Big Brother) are
repulsed that you will be paid $50K for what you did. It wasn't strategy - it
is clear that we saw the real Alison Irwin. And no matter how you rearrange
the letters in your last name - you will NEVER be a winner. Spend your
winnings wisely on therapy, because you are a bitter, hateful person, and will need
it. Unfortunately for you - you will be recognized. That may be a perk for
you but don't let it fool you. Recognition is nothing when no one respects
you. Good riddance to you, and to the worst Big Brother season yet.
From: "Tracy G"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: One more thing...
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 23:26:34 -0600
OH yeah, I can't wait until ALL the jurors get home and read this stuff on the net,
and ALL the stuff you said, that they didn't see on the show. wow wish I could
be there to see their faces, better sleep with one eye open!!!
From: "Tracy G"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: YOU LOST!!!!!
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 23:24:28 -0600
HA HA HA HA HA HA you guys made me laugh so hard tonight, neither ONE of
you deserved the money and the jury made that known, the looks on your faces!!!!
I am so glad that Jun won at least, and YOU LOST ALI!!!!!!! well, you won 50
grand, but that will last about a month.. after the therapy sessions and face lift, and
tummy tuck.. Jun didn't even say thankyou to anyone.. ungreatful bitch!!
I am glad this show is over, I don't have to think about you losers anymore.. have
a great life!!!
Sincerely,
'never was a fan of yours'
From: "bratpack"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: hello
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 22:46:15 -0600
Hello Alison,
I would first like to say congratulations to you for making it so far in the game. Secondly, I can admitt you were not my favorite player in the game, but I did not write this letter to you, to say I hate you, or to say that your a trashy person. I don't know you, therefore can not judge you. I would like to make a few comments, in my opinion. When it comes to the game, I just don't understand why, when you knew that you were being taped, you didn't keep try to bite your tongue when it came to certain comments, and composure, when it came to certain acts. I can assume, although will never know, that living with all those people can be quite trying at times, but did you not think about how the public would veiw your actions and personality? Did you wonder during the game, that how you were playing, would affect you and the public opinion of you, once you left the house? You may say you don't have an ounce of regret for your personal behavior, and mabey you don't, but all in all, I think the public has it in for you right now, and to be real about it, that must hurt. You seem like a tough girl, but I know that there aren't very many people in your corner right now, and I really can't see some one being that heartless not to care, unless you have no soul, which I'm pretty sure is not the case. I am grateful, for you, that you have such a supportive family. No one could ask for better. I do hope things go well for you, have fun spending your money (or saving it),and Ali, people will soon forget. ;)
Congrats, again and enjoy!
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 21:35:52 -0700 (PDT)
From: Christy Tocco
Subject: you are awsome!
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
You are by far the best player of big brother ever...nobody gave you the credit you deserve and i'm big pissed off about it! I just want you to know, you definitely should have won you played them all. Did they all see the diary videos before or after they voted? Well either way i was really dissappointed in the fact that everyone is still so bitter....you deserved it girl!
i'd love to chat with you sometime...
From: BammyMT
Subject: Dear, dumb, Alison
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 18:20:53 -1000
In the immortal words of my 4 year old,
NANNY,
NANNY,
BOO
BOO.
Congrats to Jun.
From: "Harrison Fisher"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 23:01:16 -0500
Well Alison it came down to the rat and the snake. Which is the lesser of
two evils? We now know that the snake won because the rat, you my dear,
were so vile and nasty, yes more so that Jun.
You see, it is possible to play the BB game without being demeaning,
degrading and nasty toward every one. You only showed your true self by
your actions. You do not adopt certain traits to play this game, it was not
strategy, but the true real Alison.
I hope that you spend some of your winnings on some professional help. You
have a lot of serious problems not the least of is the poor lessons that you
learned from your parents. I must say that you did make me laugh a lot this
summer by your ignorant comments. I'm sure that the state of PA has a good
school system. It is too bad that you did not take advantage of it. Your
comments about Washington Dc being the capital of Washington state, oh and
the one about the Atlantic Ocean being between Spain and France, and always
after your ignorant comments, you would tell us how smart you are. You
really gave us a lot to laugh about. I usually try to refrain from
personally saying anything about anyone’s personal appearance but Alison,
please try to get a refund on that nose job.
From: "Theresa"
To: "alison" alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: well are you happy??
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 23:43:36 -0400
Well Ali, I sure hope you and your good friend Jun are happy. You told Julie that you were more focused on what the former houseguests were saying about them and not the money. I sure hope for once that was the truth coming out of your mouth. My husband commented to me tonight that he has never seen me hate anyone the way I do you and Jun, but like I told him I don't hate you, in fact Ali I WAS one of your biggest fans, and what it is, is that I hate everything you stand for. The disrespect, the hypocrisy, the backstabbing not mention how you used the men in the house. You act like a slut, Ali. And I cannot believe CBS allowed the sacrilegious actions by you and even Nathan twisting Bible verses to suit your evil mind. And I cannot believe CBS allowed the racism and calling Robert's daughter a bitch. But that's right none of that was shown on television. So Ali any fans you have only saw the biased version CBS chose to air. And if any had the live feeds and are still your fans. It is only because they are hypocritical,racist backstabbing, sacrilegious excuses, & the lowest form of human life. Or are young and don't know any better. And that scares me the most, lots of young girls saw you. And I pray that they realize that nice young ladies who have morals and respect for her fellowman DON"T act like YOU!!! Oh yeah, I can't really believe Donny is waiting on you. I think he is smarter than that. But if he is, it is only because of one of a couple of reasons.... 1. He is going to use you like you have used him. Or 2. He is just plain STUPID. Well, Ali, I don't expect any replies to my post. But please know that I and a lot of good people will be praying for you. Sincerely, Theresa
From: Dac2320
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 22:08:57 EDT
Subject: Good Luck
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison,
I am sure you are going to get alot of hate mail and rightly so...I feel
sorry for you...It is one thing to be the person that you are but on National TV?
I feel sorry for Donny and hope you can sit back and watch the way you acted
and learn from it. And your parents can make excuses for you but if you were my
child, I would not be proud of you. But I guess someone has to since half of
the country is appalled by you. Good luck and I am truly glad you did not take
the winnings...
From: Dac2320
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 22:08:57 EDT
Subject: Good Luck
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison,
I am sure you are going to get alot of hate mail and rightly so...I feel
sorry for you...It is one thing to be the person that you are but on National TV?
I feel sorry for Donny and hope you can sit back and watch the way you acted
and learn from it. And your parents can make excuses for you but if you were my
child, I would not be proud of you. But I guess someone has to since half of
the country is appalled by you. Good luck and I am truly glad you did not take
the winnings...
From: MsBubby
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 22:08:29 EDT
Subject: Was it worth $50K Ali?
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Now that its all over, and you lost, and shamed yourself and your family on
TV, was it worth it?
Or are you still living in the land of denial, where personal attacks on
people are "all part of the game"?
Lesson to be learned for all future BB contestants- you disrespect people, it
comes back to you in the end.
Ali your 15 minutes are officially up.
From: "Rose Poe"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 20:33:53 -0400
CONGRAT'S..YOU EARNED IT..BEST WISHES
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
From: "Kristina"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: you are sick
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 15:04:03 -0700
I can not wait for you to see you behavior when you get home you are a embarrassment to your family and poor Donny boy I hope he runs far away from you and finds a nice young woman with class because you have none. You are the most ugliest person ever to be on bb. I hope cbs rethinks the kind of white trash they put on the show next year. You are a true pig.
From: "Kristina"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: you are sick
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 15:04:03 -0700
I can not wait for you to see you behavior when you get home you are a embarrassment to your family and poor Donny boy I hope he runs far away from you and finds a nice young woman with class because you have none. You are the most ugliest person ever to be on bb. I hope cbs rethinks the kind of white trash they put on the show next year. You are a true pig.
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 08:06:10 -0700 (PDT)
From: Meadville Friend
Subject: I am the ex responsible for her being on TV
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
To all the Big Brother Fans:
Before I do anything else, I want to apologize to the entire viewing audience for bringing the abomination that is Alison Irwin to America’s (and beyond’s) eyes. If you read closely to the BB4 sites, you know that our antihero did not apply for the show and was brought in from another “ex” that applied for the show. That ex is the writer of this letter.
I am writing this email not because I want to be famous, nor am I jealous of Alison for being on TV, but instead because I want to apologize to the public for ruining the show and to express my definitive distaste for Alison’s actions. The reason why I was not chosen for the show (and ultimately replaced by Justin Giovinco) is very similar to Brandon’s reason for being taken off the show before it even started; I am in a relationship with a woman and not even $500,000 would get me to compromise it.
I made one of my life’s largest mistakes by dating Alison three years ago and discussed some of Alison’s less-than-sane actions during my interviews. CBS was astonished and enamored at how a girl could act so awfully, and of course they had to have her on the show. At this point I knew something shady was going on at CBS, so I basically eliminated myself by repeatedly saying in my later interviews that I would never do anything to embarrass myself, my family, and especially my girlfriend by being around such types of people or in situations such as what they were hinting at.
I want the public to know that this IS NOT Alison just “playing the game.” This has been Alison’s behavior for her entire life. I think she realizes her personality short comings and therefore has been obsessed with her looks forever, but now that her looks have gone by the wayside, on national television no less, she will have a rough time in the future. She might need a lot of psychological help. I blame CBS for this, they have seen the potential train wreck in the public eye that Alison Irwin could, and did become, and they promoted it. Even with half a million positives that could come from this show, there are many more negatives that will haunt Alison for the remainder of her life.
And for Donny, we did not exactly see eye to eye when I knew of him, but now I just have a little advice:
RUN, RUN AS FAR FROM HER AS YOUR CAN! Block her from email, instant messenger, cell phone, everything, because she somehow has powers to suck people into her black hole of evil. You deserve better, and no matter what she can buy you with $500k, it is not worth it.
I also think Donny has conducted himself very well considering the situation, and for that I give him credit, I know most people would not have dealt with the situation the same way. Again everyone, I am very sorry for being responsible for exposing Alison to the world, no one deserves that treachery.
Sincerely,
“The Responsible Party”
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 06:54:58 -0700 (PDT)
From: Troy Cockrell
Subject: Dirty Whore
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
America hates you...
You are nothing but a dirty whore.
We all hope you lose tonight and your boyfriend
Donny dumps your sorry butt.
You suck!!
From: "alison hater"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: alison-- low life rotten evil bitch
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 05:17:40 -0400
Ali you are a sick evil disgusting bitch ..you are just a sick mentally ill
loser .. you actually think Justin would go for a psychotic mentally
unstable witch like you?? Justin is way too good for you and you have no
chance of ever getting with him again—he knows you’re a stalking psychopath
loser.. if it wasn’t for your stupid pathetic lawyer daddy you’d probably be
in jail---and you should be in jail instead of being on tv in front of
millions of people who had to cringe everytime they showed your nasty evil
bitch self on television. The few people who are your fans are the brainless
idiots who fell for all your lies and bullsh*t in the diary room –you
weren’t a good player, you didn’t fool anyone except nate, and that was just
because he was horny and desperate and you’re a low class worthless cheating
slut. You and jun both got lucky because you were two pathetic floaters…you
didn’t ‘play the game’. Playing the game doesn’t include being a sick
malicious b**ch and slandering and talking evil and lies about everyone
including a seven year old girl, or innocent animals. You are a sick
malicious evil low life mentally ill loser. You should be ashamed of
yourself, but everyone knows you’re not because you have no shame and no
conscience…you have no morals.. you are just a no class worthless immoral
piece of dog crap who deserves to be thrown in hell for all the horrible
comments you made about everyone.Your pathetic father needs to get a reality
check---you’re not the girl America loves to hate—you’re the bitch America
HATES.. and wanted gone from the BB house. All the evil racist crap you said
about Robert and others was just a testament to your sickness, and evil, and
more proof that you are nothing except low life white trash who was taught
nothing about decency or morality. You are best fit for a pit in the ground
where you won’t contaminate society with your evil and idiocy. And don’t
breed---the universe doesn’t need anymore worthless evil wastes of space
like you Everyone in America would want ANYONE else on the jury to be in
the final two other than you and your evil friend jun. You two bitches may
have won the big brother game, but you LOST big time in life and in
everything else. And 10 years from now when big brother will be history, and
you’ll be trying to pick up the pieces of your pathetic existence, your
reputation will still be worthless and people will still remember your sick
and horrible actions on big brother and despise you for it. So how does it
feel being the most hated worthless wench in reality tv history .. you’ll
soon find out once you’re out of the BB house and America will enjoy every
minute of knowing you will get back all the harassment and evil you
deserve.. And Donny can do so much better than a sick rotten low life loser
like you--why he was with you is a mystery.. you are a sick disgusting evil
malicious witch who should be thrown in hell…
From: "Theresa"
To: "alison"
Subject: here ya go
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 03:23:48 -0400
you are such a hypocrite
Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2003 13:28:40 -0700
From: tara smith
Subject: Your something else!!!
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Ali,
After watching you for 81 days I feel I know you. Know that I understand how self absorbed you are I realize you told all your family, and what friends you have to watch you on bb4. I'm wondering did you give a second thought to the embarrassment you brought to your boyfriend when you made out with nat, or how about david his last night in the house (what was your motive there), or when you climbed in bed with justin and he had to tell you to get the hell out of his bed. Aside from the fact you've acted like a slut. I also got to see the real Ali in dr no need to play the game in there no one saw it ,yet you proceeded to put people down and make fun of there appearances. I have always wondered what type of a person could be mean to small animals and beautiful children like calling rob's daughter a bitch on national tv. Did you give any thought for the humiliation you must have caused your parents what father do you know want's to watch his little girl give head under the covers.
After 81 long days on chat you may have two fans.You have won some money and YET another award as THE MOST HATED HG EVER ON BB with jun as the runner up.
Your last few night again showed your high standards and class as you talked for hrs about how ugly erika is too skinny, made fun of her boobs. Then the topper was you making fun of last years survivor girls do you have any idea how disgusting jealousy is just watch the reruns. Your final and last night in the house you said "They can all like my butt crack 2ice for that matter" spoken like a true beauty queen. America feels this way about you for nothing less than your big mouth and your own actions. YOU HAVE ALOT OF GROWING UP TO DO!!!
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Wed, 24 Sep 2003 01:51:57 -0400
Subject: what a horrible excuse for a human being
From: Carey L Doran
In the beginning i like u, then u betrayed Nate and started trashing him!
What a wonderful person you are for trashing the one that helped u stay
in the game! If it wasn't for Nate u sure as hell wouldn't be where u
are at now! I think you are a horrible excuse for a human being. You
are fake, over dramatic, very slutty (what did u think about Dave washing
his mouth out after kissing-knew you were trash_lol), just an all around
bad person. If you win the 500k just know that it won't get you
anywhere. With the type of personality that you have, you will never
have any true friends and probably never a husband (unless u find someone
a little dense like nate). I was glad when i saw the e-mail from Donnie
dumping your trashy ass and letting you know he has someone else. He
deserves so much better that you. Anyone deserves better than you!!!
You are by far the most hated person of big brother history and i hope
that you feel good about that! I just hope that one day you will come to
regret the way that u acted on national tv in front of millions of
people. You think you can get fame out of this, think again little girl,
everyone hates you and would never want to see you again!!!!!!
From: OCBJB123
Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2003 23:45:34 EDT
Subject: you are just sad
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison-
Yes, you are a great competitor but what the hell is your excuse for your almost un- human antics while in the house. It is completely clear that you don't care about self respect after Big Brother. You can still be sneaky in the game and play dirty but do not have to racially slur anyone (Robert), talk about his daughter who may I remind you is 7, burn Erika's piñata (wasn't she the closest woman in the house to you)? Oh yeah, you couldn't sleep with her, so who cares, huh? I hope you take your $50,000 and buy yourself a personality because you have not done one admirable thing in the house in the 3 months you have been there. Have you even said "Hi" to your parents? You can kiss Donny good-bye and if does talk to you again it's for fame or money. I hope you get what you deserve. NOTHING!!!!
From: DSEkiss
Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2003 20:13:34 EDT
Subject: animal hater too??
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Alison, I was shocked like everyone when you called sweet little Elena a
bitch, but figured you were showing off to Jun; then later you said on the LIVE
FEEDS to send Erika's dog back to the pound because it was ugly...I wonder if
during one of your pageants you would like to say in an interview, in your
scratchy voice, that a poor dog that was rescued from the pound was ugly and
should be taken back to the pound? That is what you just said on live feeds about
Erika's dog. Adopting a homeless pet is a kind thing...you can't even see
that? You truly are hateful, cold hearted, selfish, conceited and immature. I
hope you find something nice to do with your $50,000.
Donna
a mom, and animal lover, in Illinois
Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2003 16:22:39 -0700 (PDT)
From: jacy lidell
Subject: Disgrace to the female gender
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
I hope you read each and every one of your postings on
this site. How could you even think for a second that
you have true fans out there. You are a pug-nosed,
fat-ass b*#%h. I will be so depressed if you win the
money, but take solace in knowing that you are hated
by so many people. You and your parents are
despicable. If Donnie takes you back he's an
idiot...the only reason he would stay with you is for
the money and some press. Any man is too good for you.
You need to go back and watch the season and see what
an awful and ugly person you are. Seeing you and
hearing your annoying voice makes my skin crawl. Get
some clothes that fit you and hide in your house...no
one ever wants to see your white trash face again.
From: "mandy schooling"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Fans from London England
Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2003 18:32:05 +0100
Alison
This year was the first time in England that we have been able to watch the american version of big brother. I have to say that it is better than any big brother series in England. You have played the game the way it should be played well done! You are better than any contestant we have had over here. My family are all big fans of yours, you deserve to win.
How does it feel to know that the people of great britain have been watching you everyday on T.V?
best wishes
the Anderson family London England
From: "Michael Szczerbaty"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2003 12:23:04 -0500
Subject: Alison
Alison,
You sub-human pig!
That's it, that's all. Sums up you and your excuse for parents.
Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2003 10:02:39 -0700 (PDT)
From: wink2020
Subject: Burn Erikas Dog
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Hi Ali,
Nice going.. once again.. needlessly showing the world the not only overtly, but passive aggressive, hateful and mean person you are. Jun, I would have expected a little (and I do mean just a little) more maturity and an ounce more decency from you. Was it *really* necessary to burn Erikas pinata of her dog? Maybe you and Jun were bored, but hey.. that's what bead sets, cards, pizza puzzles, pools, hottub, weight lifting set, jump ropes, and gameboards are for. Why not just burn Donny's head? You have already burned him in *so* many ways already. Hope your dreams for the $500 have gone up in flames too. If the HG's give you the $500 they are going to really hate themselves when they see the tapes and read the net updates. They have tried so hard to disconnect the "Emotional" from the "Game Strategy". But when they later see what you have done and said about them behind their backs (along with the obvious knife stabbing), even they are bound to take your
very unnecessary cruelty very, very, very personally.
Monday, September 22, 2003
Date: Wed, 05 Jan 2000 10:57:15 -0600 (Central Standard Time)
From: hailie
Subject: hi ali
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
hey Ali, i just wanted to say that im a big fan of big brother and i enjoy
most of it because of you, you are the true player and one of the best i
have ever seen! you should look beyond what people are saying in all these
emails, you played the game so well and people have to realize that. Ive
been rooting for you the whole time, and i still am! i really hope you win!
and best of luck to you and donny, im sure he can realize that everything
you did was strategy and the things you said were part of the game, i
respect that and respect you. you hid behind an agressive cannot-be-beaten
girl and you kicked ass! you are and were everything this game needed and
you should be super proud!
one of your biggest fans,
~hailie~