Alison Irwin - My Secret Big Brother 4 and The Amazing Race 5 Blog
Thursday, October 30, 2003
From: Jamesmorrison13
Date: Thu, 30 Oct 2003 08:02:55 EST
Subject: hello from scotland
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
alison hunny you where the only reason to watch big brother 4 you rule babe
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
From: panoptikon
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Erika Rulz & U still Suck
Date: Tue, 28 Oct 2003 23:39:29 -0800
Dear Ms Ho, I must say that you are not only an evil Kunt but you are still in denial about the fact that you messed up in the house, incase you forgot You lost, you stupid Bitch, now you make up excuses for your dispeakable actions by saying that 83 deays in the BB House takes a great toll on your mental state, Well to me that sounds like a case of great weakness from your part, You are weak you are a punk and you will never earn the respect of anyone by acting like a little brat whore, I hate you Ali-Ho, if you lived here in Cali I would look you up, find your Ho-ass and beat the f*ckin shit out of you, because that's what you need, you need to get beat senseless by me , I hope die a horrible death, no no. wait! i hope it's slow painfull and all your hair falls out.......Donnie is not that cute!,, you both are loser Hos, if I ever move to the east coast watch out , you're on my top 5 list of people i'd like to beat right behind JLo, XOXOXOXOXO >D
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Date: Tue, 21 Oct 2003 20:14:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: Kristen
Subject: PA fan!
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Hey Ali!
This is a little late... but... Congratulations on winning 2nd place! I was definitely a fan of yours from the very first episode. I'm from Kittanning, PA, which you probably have heard of - it's like 45 miles north of Pittsburgh. I go to Thiel College, and we're all fans of yours! :)
I'm soo glad you and Donnie made it through the show. I can't even imagine how hard it must've been being away from him for that long. And I know that you only did the things you did to get ahead in the game. It's a GAME!! Some people don't get that...
Anyway, I wish you continued luck in the future and if you're ever in Kittanning (why, I don't know..) look me up! :)
~Kristen Atwood~
Date: Tue, 21 Oct 2003 16:32:46 -0700 (PDT)
From: La Versa Sans Merci~
Subject: From Marc
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Hi Ali,
I thought you played Big Brother beautifully. It's a
tough game and I think you handled the pressure well.
You're obviously a bright and beautiful girl and I
think a lot of viewers were jealous. You have natural
gifts that many people can't apprecite and I hope you
don't let them get you down.
I hope all is well and life is going along smoothly.
If you have time drop me a note. I'd love to hear from
you and get to know the real Ali.
I miss your smile and sexy soles,(I think your feet
are perfect!).
Step lightly, Marc.
Auburn, NY.
From: "Ali Irwin"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: ITS ALISON FROM BIG BROTHER
Date: Tue, 21 Oct 2003 19:55:27 +0000
alright-
I finially got on and read some of the letters you all wrote me. First of all....THANK YOU...LOVE ME OR HATE ME...EITHER WAY I"M ON YOUR MIND! To those of you who were more than supportive...THANK you for taking the time out to write me. I really appreciate it. I can't tell you all how NICE those letters were. I have them hanging up on my closest to remember such kindness. As far as the negitive letters...F@#& YOU. Thats from the heart. You try spending an 83 day long game away from everything and anything you might love and see if you aren't going to be the biggest brat ever. And whether or not you approved of my tactics, I DID GET SECOND PLACE..... I think that YOU all are the ones that need to check yourself and realize that it was just a game....and things are said and done in that house becauase being locked away from the world WILL take a toll on you mentally and physically. I am sorry that you will never be able to understand how it really works. OH- for those of you wondering...Donny and I are still together. IN FACT i have moved in with him. I came to see him the day I got back and i haven't left his side since. He's amazing.
WELL TIME to get over big brother...next chapter.....
PEACE TO ALL
Sunday, October 19, 2003
From: "Krista Morris"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: Not a hate mail.
Date: Sun, 19 Oct 2003 14:56:27 -0300
Dear Alison;
I just have to say you kicked ass in the Big Brother game, and I would've
done the same as you. I was a fan of yours from day one.
I was really hoping that you won and not Jun, people must certainly be
screwed in the head to vote for Jun. You played the game smart and I was
very impressed. Congradulations Ali.
Take care and the best of luck to you.
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
From: MRM712002
Date: Wed, 15 Oct 2003 22:16:15 EDT
To: Alison@alisonIrwin.net
I've read some of your e-mails gurl, and must I say they are NASTY. Anyhow I
only have 2 comments, You played the game the best! You deserved your 50
grand!!!!
(Something is better than nothing) Just curious though, are you and Donny
still together? Your Fan!
Friday, October 10, 2003
Date: Fri, 10 Oct 2003 20:56:18 -0700 (PDT)
From: Troilus Cressida
Subject: Conniving C*nt
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Use your 50K to buy some friends, bitch - that's the
only way anyone will ever want to be near you. You're
a worthless piece of sh*t, and here's hoping your life
is as ugly as you are. Have a miserable, pathetic
life, you pig.
Christa
Sunday, October 05, 2003
From: "rileigh"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: bb4
Date: Sun, 5 Oct 2003 13:35:25 -0400
I was just reading some of the emails you have received,
they pretty much say everything that I wanted to say. (the
bad ones). I work in a factory and all the nasty backstabbing
that goes on there, doesn't add up to a moment of yours.
Girl, how do you close your eyes at night. I also live in Pa
far away from you, thank god. How can one person have so
much nastiness in them, My son is 23 and I hope that
he never meets anyone like you, you are a mothers worst
nightmare. PLEASE GET SOME HELP.... and for your parents
to say they are proud, that is being a loving parent, because
besides them who do you have. Im glad to see atleast they
love you. take care and get some help......ps, dont say it was
the game, you could have been nasty in the game and sweet
in the dr tapes.....saying "sorry guys its a game, I am not really
like this" but no............you were evil in there too....GOOD LUCK
IN LIFE YOU WILL CERTAINLY NEED SOME
L.K. far away on the other side of Pa
Friday, October 03, 2003
From: "Natascha Gunnell"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Get a Life America
Date: Sat, 4 Oct 2003 21:59:19 +0100
Ali
England calling here, land of sarcasm, fighting and of course that old
American enemy - irony! Big Brother USA was a whole lot more fun than the
drab British one but you didn't endear yourself to me at first with that
'anything to win' attitude but I slowly started to appreciate your
determination which never wavered and your Dr Phil 'tell it like it is'
philosophy! I was screaming some choice English obscenities at the TV when
that fat, smug, up-her-arse freeloader Jun won (??????) Not surprised the
other spineless losers picked her over you, but you were robbed! Never mind,
all the washed-up has-beens from previous British Big Brother's have all
made tons of cash and you definitely deserved the Big Prize which you will
probably earn 10 times over in the near future! ...lend me a fiver!
Love Natascha (Queen of England)
Squirrels RULE!
From: Littldeb4
Date: Thu, 2 Oct 2003 22:13:15 EDT
Subject: my opinion
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison,
First let me say that I wanted you to win in the beginning and almost to the
very end! I have never in my life have seen such hate come out of someone as
it did you! No you didnt call Robert's daughter a bitch JUN did...however you
laughed and that made you just as guilty in my opinion. Yes you played a good
game but things could have been done differently or should i say been said
differently. I have been reading the blogs and would like to know if you plan to
reply to any of them? In the end i wanted Erika to win only because she
wasn't as hateful as you and Jun, because like so many have said the DR sessions
didn't have to be the way they were but you was just down right ugly in
there.....WHY????? Had you not been that way you probably would have won hands down
with Jun getting no votes. Also, rumour has it that Donny came to his senses and
dumped you is it true? Good Luck Ali your'e gonna need it!!!
Once an Ali fan
From: "Tasha Gray"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: hey i loved ya
Date: Thu, 02 Oct 2003 21:08:04 -0400
Dear Alison,
I really hope this reaches you. I have been a really big fan of yours since the beginning of BB4. I routed for you the whole game. I kept telling all my friends my girl made it to the final two and now watch her win it all!! I was so dissapointed when Jun was picked over you. I really felt that u should of won. Any way just wanted to let u know u have a fan.
Tasha
From: "lori t"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: Not Good Enough for You
Date: Fri, 03 Oct 2003 00:03:11 +0000
Just wanted to say that getting 2nd was not good enough for you but that is
all you got. The only reason you made it to the final 2 is because the
other houseguests knew they would come in 1st with you in the final 2. Even
disgusting horrible Jun beat you 6 - 1. Shows how low of a person you are.
If you do any commercials for anyone many people will no longer buy those
products simply because by putting you there they are approving what you
did. You and Jun were the only two left when you were still spouting off
your horrible remarks about the other houseguests so don't try to say you
were playing the game then. No one believes you and everyone knows it is
just Alison lying again.
Far as being a lawyer I would never hire someone like you - I wouldn't want
all my private information told around town by you like you did about your
mother and father. You spoiled Big Brother this year. I hope next year is
much better. This was the worst - it was sickening. Will was a great
houseguest and you mentioned him - you were nothing like him - he was
likeable but you are just dirty and mean and totally unlikeable.
Please get yourself some help because you sure need it.
Thursday, October 02, 2003
From: "Vincent Kuczinski"
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Date: Thu, 02 Oct 2003 15:10:54 -0500
HAHAHAHAHA. You lost!!!!!! I love reading all the emails that people wrote to you saying how much they hated you. I guess the only "fans" you have are your parents and yourself (who like to send emails saying they're someone else. I hated you from the first time they showed your ugly ass on TV. What Justin ever saw in you is beyond me (and i'm sure everyone else in the world). If you don't care what America thinks about you now, why not face the music and go on a talk show where people can confront you face to face instead of through the internet. What's the matter?-----SCARED? It has been said before and i'll say it again, this was the worst BB ever thanks to your skanky ass. By the way, did you get a new nose yet with your winnings cause it sure looked like you needed to do something about that thing. Anyway, GLAD YOU LOST-------LOSER
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
Date: Wed, 1 Oct 2003 10:06:09 -0700 (PDT)
From: Rob
Subject: Just for you Alison
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
I have written to this blog before voicing my opinion about you and it was posted, so I have no clue as to whether or not this will be posted for you to read.
I have spoken with someone who is not an Alison fan at all and that party has explained to me that as a result of voicing their displeasure with you on the net, where their email address was revealed, that they have received countless spam mails from your Mother. I guess this happens when anybody that sends an email to alisonirwinonline.com, which is the site your parents put up for you, as I understand it to be. The reason I say this, is because ever since I sent my opinion of you Alison to alisonirwinonline.com, someone has taken my email address and forged it, sending out countless spam mails to make it appear that it came from me, which it didn't. To the disadvantage of the person doing so, the bad email addresses have bounced back to my account, which I have reported to my Internet service provider and to other appropriate authorities. This started happening to me right after I sent my opinion to alisonirwinonline.com. How ironic, as it has never ever happened to me before,
for as long as I've been on the net and that's been for years now. It's sad that you and your family have to resort to ugly tactics like this, simply because they can't handle a negative opinion of you.
From: "Scott Cook"
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: Your Fans
Date: Wed, 01 Oct 2003 09:22:59 -0700
Alison,
Don't let the letters posted here by your family members posing as fans,
dissuade you from the therapy you so desperately need. Your parents are at
least partially responsible for the personality disorders you currently
suffer from. You're still young. You need to be the one to break the cycle.
Stop believing that the world revolves around you and exists for your
pleasure and get some real help. Otherwise, your children will be even worse
little monsters than you are if you can imagine that. If you can't do that,
then please, please, please I beg of you, do the world a huge favor and
don't reproduce.
As for your game playing strategy, it was perfect if your goal was second
place. You virtually guaranteed yourself the $50,000 dollar prize because
everyone in the house had the same goal, "Get to the finals with Alison".
They all knew that no matter what, if they could get there with you, they
were guaranteed to win. The proof is that even though Jun was a disgusting
little traitor who flipped sides constantly and stabbed every single person
on the jury in the back, they still chose her over you (with the exception
of poor, stupid Nathan).
There is not one of the original house guests who you could have beaten in
the final. So, as I stated, you had the perfect strategy for finishing
second. The only problem with that theory is no matter how much you talk
about "game play" and "strategy" the live feed and diary room reveal that it
was neither, that was the real Alison who thinks she's smarter than
everyone, but the reality is you were going to be sitting there in the
number two chair no matter who was in the first chair because all of those
"idiots" eventually saw right through your phony fake smile and tears. Have
you ever been real with anyone? I don't know how anyone would want to be
your friend, much less your boyfriend or husband when they have hours of
videotaped evidence of what a two faced slut you are and how easily you can
lie, cheat, fake a smile, fake tears, feign sincerity and on and on and
on.... and then turn and ruthlessly attack that very person, and not in a
gamesmanship, inside the BB house type way, but in the diary room where the
game is off and you can just be honest, that was the real Alison Irwin.
Ugly, very ugly.
My only advice to you is get some help and break the cycle. It's the only
chance you have of not ending up just like your mother, living your life
vicariously through some slutty little monster of your own creating.
