Alison Irwin - My Secret Big Brother 4 and The Amazing Race 5 Blog
Thursday, November 27, 2003
From: lori t
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: Not Changed
Date: Fri, 28 Nov 2003 06:51:44 +0000
I see that you have not used some of your money for the serious help you so
badly need. Don't give us any garbage about being in the house made you be
like that. Others were not like you. I was so hoping you would be kicked
out early because I could see you for what you are. You are a spoiled brat
that has no sense about responsiblity of any kind. You won't get very far
in life with your attitude. You sound like the money you got is so much!
That is funny because it really isn't very much at all. I guess only
someone like you would think it was alot! The problem you have is that you
are upset you didn't win first - do you really think the other hgs would
even consider that! What you did to Elena was horrible. The stories you
made up about other hgs was horrible. You are one horrible person!!!!
My advice to you though you aren't smart enough to take it is: get some
help, get some education and take lessons in how to respect others, try not
to continue being a me, me, me person and don't pick up 7 year olds (or does
that make you feel big?)
Lori
Monday, November 24, 2003
From: Yankee1969
Date: Mon, 24 Nov 2003 11:31:17 EST
Subject: Message
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Alison
You are a beautiful smart young woman who, over the summer, showed a great
deal of relentless determination. I have no doubt that same trait will help
strengthen the goals you may have in life and bring you further success in the
future. Good luck.
Be strong, stay happy.
J.B.
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 2003 19:29:10 -0800 (PST)
From: Fred Karl
Subject: Rotten little child...
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Allison, what the f*ck is wrong with you? How dare you make a comment like this. And I quote from your little blog reply crap.
"If you want to beat me up....cool...cuzs thats funny sh*t and I dont think that its possible for any of you homos to do such a bold thing. (i'd like you to try)"
Excuse me, but I do find that homophobic you little bitch. There is no need to use that in a way to insult them. And to add to it, you act like a gay man couldn't beat you up. Are you trying to be a homophobic little bitch? Just because you call them gay, it makes them the stereotypical gay man who acts like a woman and runs around from fights.
I feel sorry for Donny. Having to deal with you 24/7 now, that must be hard on him. I hope to god he gets out of that relationship with you and finds someone better. I do realise, its not that hard to find someone better then a whore who runs around corners with a matress strapped to his back, but he seems like a nice guy and would find someone nice. But its a shame his brain isn't work, otherwise hed'd dump your trashy skank ass.
You f*cking disgust me. No wonder you lost 6-1 on Big Brother, no one liked your f*cking bitch ass attitude. Take you and your f*cking princess attitude and shove it right up in your loose ass!
I'm almost sorry for Hitler in hell, when you die, he'll have to deal with you forever.
From: MeowSLB
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 2003 19:20:24 EST
Subject: Hello
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Alison,
First of all, loved that response. Go girl!
It's been two months since the show ended and given the continued attention
the haters out there still give you ( Lighten up folks!), I guess you were
right when you said "Love me or hate me, I'm always on your mind."
It's wonderful that you express your appreciation for the kindness that is
extended towards you. Just a little bit of advice: Overlook the hateful crap. By
responding to that sort of stuff, it just fuels their fire. Just scroll right
on by those posts. Don't let them get to ya! :)
You played a great game. Congratulations on the 50 grand! Personally, I think
you should have won the 500 grand. You kicked ass!
Sherry
Saturday, November 22, 2003
From: MLMECU
Date: Sat, 22 Nov 2003 23:37:49 EST
Subject: donny
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Maybe Donny is smarter than we think. He's probably living off her sorry
ass. If so, more power to him, use her like she uses you.
Friday, November 21, 2003
Date: Fri, 21 Nov 2003 16:07:15 -0800 (PST)
From: mh
Subject: Re:Alison
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison
Hello, how are you? I want you to know, that I do feel, that alot of people, are saying way too many harsh things about you and alot of the mean comments, are very uncalled for. Alison, I feel that you played a good game, that's obvious that you did, or you would'nt have walked away, with $50,000 dollars. Alison, I was disappointed in you, for bad mouthing Roberts daughter, she is an innocent little girl and she did'nt deserve to be talked about, in the manner, that you and Jun did, but other than that, I really don't think, you disappointed me, in the way you played the game.
I think what people fail to realize is that, Big Brother, is just a game, that requires alot of thinking, so that you can stay ahead of the next person, everybody in that house, was back-stabbing one another, so what I don't understand is, why is everybody, giving you so much trouble about how you played the game. Erika, David, Michelle, Jee, Nathan, Dana, Justin, Jack, Amanda, and Robert, were all eliminated, because they were unable to out smart Jun and you, so people, get over it, Big Brother, is just a game, leave Alison alone and like she said, move to the next chapter, Big Brother 4, is OVER! Take care Alison, i'm sure one day, we'll see you on television, along with the other stars, look at it this way Alison, you must be a hell of a person, to get so much attention, people taking the time out, to send you hate mail, must admire you! Bye Alison.
Renee
From: Nick Zurawski
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: wow
Date: Fri, 21 Nov 2003 10:45:14 -0800
Wow,
You are as articulate as a $2 whore..........
Oh, that's right. You are a $2 whore.
Cheers!
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Date: Tue, 18 Nov 2003 18:30:39 -0500
From: notmarc
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: From Marc
Nice reply Ali. You have nothing to be ashamed of. You handled
yourself with grace and dignity when you were on the show and should be
proud to be such a strong, beautiful woman.
I loved getting to know a small part of you and hope you are a very
happy these days. I still love your feet, ( maybe odd but true) and hope
that you are taking very good care of yourself. You're a very special girl.
soft solekisses, YourMarc.
Monday, November 17, 2003
Date: Mon, 17 Nov 2003 17:39:56 -0800 (PST)
From: Jig jackson
Subject: Shut the fuk up already!
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Listen up Bitch!
Your reply simply makes you out as the trailer trash
you are! If you think its tough to sit on your lazy
ass for 3 months in a house? Stuffing your ugly pig
snout with catered food? Then you need a SERIOUS
reality check! You think a lousy 50k is a payoff to
protray your ugly inner self as a clueless whore? And
to call a young innocent girl a bitch? Remember your
bullsh*t convo with JunPig? And don't even lie you
f*cking bitch! If your so called boyfriend is dumb
enough to stay with a classless pig like you? Then he
needs his head examined! All the other HGs hate you
and would have spit on you the final nite if they
could! You are a monster! a disgusting piece of
dogsh*t and terrible parents! The good news is when
you get older, you will look like your old hag mother!
Now shut the fuk up already!
Date: Mon, 17 Nov 2003 17:32:27 -0800 (PST)
From: Meadville Friend
Subject: display of the classy woman you are...haha
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Alison,
Opening your mouth, or should I say wielding your fingers has just proved everyone's point here about you and your personality and your lack of class. Are you that proud of yourself that you got $50k to live on after selling your soul to the devil? That is not that much money, and after taxes even less. I do not think anyone would sell their integrity for a measly $35k like you did. I know you feel a need to defend yourself, but do you think your message made you look better? It just confirmed everyone's opinion of you and your lack of class, intelligence, and maturity.
You put people down by saying they need to go to school, but do you realize you were a frigging retail store worker making not much money at a teeny-bop-per clothing store? Does that make you better and smarter than everyone else? Maybe if you were as smart as you contend, maybe you could get a better job than a check out girl at a bad excuse for Abercrombie & Fitch. You do not even work now?! You live with your boyfriend in some crappy little town in the middle of nowhere in PA. Does that make you smarter than everyone else? I think not.
And just for point of reference, it is not attractive for women to talk like men and threaten people with violence, it is quite unattractive in fact. And if you think that you made your body attractive looking over the summer, you have another thing coming, because you had a metamorphosis from beginning to end like nothing i have ever seen in a woman-that degradation of your body should be documented and studied. I can only imagine what you are going to look like when you are 40, especially if you do not get MORE plastic surgery.
I am done attacking you, and I am done wasting my time with you, I just wish I never discovered the show Big Brother, and I hope CBS learned from its mistakes and will never cast a person like you again, but I do not think there are any other people as low and scummy as you to even be cast. Go get some help, whether it be from a church or a therapist, if not for yourself, for your boyfriend and family.
Sunday, November 16, 2003
Date: Sun, 16 Nov 2003 20:06:33 -0800 (PST)
From: Alison Irwin
Subject: this is alison from bb4
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Aight kids..... here we go...
To all of you who were so generously kind and sweet to me in your emails, thank you so very much for your support now, and during one of the most trying times of my life. (the show) I can't tell you all how much I appreciate you, and would love to chat with you one on one. (you can respond to this email address).......now...I'm goin to tear up the rest...so if you like me quit reading now....cuz super bitch is about to come out.
OK F*CKERS.....listen up...to those of you who wish donny and I weren't together anymore...thats just too damn bad...cuz we are together, we aren't breaking up and we are stronger than ever...so you can kiss BOTH our asses. If you didnt' like my attitude on the show...you try being separated from EVERYTHING for 83 days and not developing some sort of sarcasim. If you want to beat me up....cool...cuzs thats funny sh*t and I dont think that its possible for any of you homos to do such a bold thing. (i'd like you to try) I've recently moved in with donny.....so you dont even know where we live..and you'll have to get through him first ya fucks.
#1 rule in life...DONT EVER ADMIT THAT YOU ARE A SINGLE MOTHER WORKING IN A FACTORY WITH A DISABILTIY AND NO HAIR
#2 the person who claims that I have a manly body...THANK YOU...cuz I lifted my ass off all summer and now I can kick your ass
#3 the people who claim that I have no friends...good luck..cuz they are coming out of the woodworks to find you and beat you down. (friends I never knew I even had)
If you dont like me...F*CK YOU..cuz you WATHCHED ME ON TV all summer..and i'll never even see your piece of shi* asses ......
if you have time to write 3 paragraphs of negative things to say to me, then you need to go to the employment department and land yourself a damn job...get an EDUMACTIEOONN ...you can even go for a big goal..like a high school diploma....good luck...cuz I got 50k to live off of at age 23...and you got a welfare check at 45.....who is the WIN-IR now...?????
MUCH LOVE LITTLE DARLINGS
ALI
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Subject: Hello
Date: Thu, 13 Nov 2003 12:04:11 -0500
From: Livingstone, Darrell
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Hello Ali,
I am a HUGE fan of yours and of your work. I was wondering if I could
request an autographed picture of you, inscribed to me, if possible. I would
truly cherish it forever.
Take care and God Bless!
Darrell Livingstone
Date: Wed, 12 Nov 2003 22:54:37 -0500 (Eastern Standard Time)
From: Beth
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Subject: you were great!
Hi Ali
You played a great game on Big Brother. You were in my opinion, by far the most entertaining personality on the show (especially the mime episode).
Thanks for making it such a great season!!
Beth
Friday, November 07, 2003
Date: Fri, 7 Nov 2003 11:05:51 -0800 (PST)
From: marco polo strong
Subject: hi ally!
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
what a c*nt you were.
i'm sure you and your 'boyfriend' are broken up by
now. if not, then soon. you are trash. assuming he
isn't, then obviously he deserves better.
Subject: from a fan
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
From: stacy.ferrara
Date: Fri, 7 Nov 2003 11:38:49 -0500
Hello Ali,
I meant to send this to you earlier but did not get a chance.
I just wanted to say congrats on the $50,000 and thanks for
sucking me into Big Brother 4, it was quite a show. You played the game
smart and I was always impressed with your performance during Head of
Household competitions.
Despite what your housemates thought I found you to be brutally HONEST.
I often wonder if you had been a man would the housemates have
respected the way you played the game and declared you as winner?
As a woman of course you were perceived to be a bitch and a liar.... a man
would have been called calculated and clever.
Anway you were by far my favorite housemate and in my heart you won!
I hope all is well with you & your family. I hope to see you once again on
the big tube.
Oh maybe I should tell you a little about myself. I am 29 years old and
work at the corporate headquarters for Reebok(as in sneakers)... I have worked
here for 8 years and like my job. I have a wonderful family and a sweet
boyfriend of 2 years; Kevin. I also have 2 puppies named Jack & Jill. I live in
Massachusetts so like you I am used to cold winters.
Anyway I have never sent a letter or email to anyone on TV before but just
felt like you were such a real person and I wanted you to know there are people
out there always rooting for you.
If you ever visit Massachusetts drop me an email and I will take you out
for a Victory Dinner at a real Italian restaurant in the North End of Boston!
Take care,
Stacy
Sunday, November 02, 2003
From: Elms96
Date: Sun, 2 Nov 2003 19:47:18 EST
Subject: Hey!
To: Alison@AlisonIrwin.net
Hi Ali,
Congrats on the $50,000! As a fan of yours, I was happy to see you make it to
the end of the game. I hope you have been having fun with Donny, family, and
friends since leaving the house. Thank you for checking out the online
fansites/message boards and letting fans know how you are doing since the show ended.
I visit your UK fansite often and appreciate the updates and pictures you and
your family have been sending there. I hope you continue to do so.
I wish you good luck and best wishes in the future. :)
Susan
From: Crazybowler145
Date: Sun, 2 Nov 2003 03:32:11 EST
Subject: you go girl
To: Alison@alisonirwin.net
hi from Minnesota
my best friend has the same last name as you and is vary mad at Donny for
saying all he sed about the name (having the same last name as you has made
her proud}
xcrazybowler
Ashley!
hope you e-mail me back ??????????????
Saturday, November 01, 2003
From: Olivia Kwiecien
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: hey
Date: Sat, 01 Nov 2003 16:40:56 -0500
hi ali, i am olivia, i am from ridgeway ontario and a very big fan of yours! i loved how u played the game that would probaly how i would play it.(but i oan not go on big brother for a couple more years i'm only 13.)All my friends and i we heering u on and hopeing you didn't go home.well i hope to hear back from u.
Livi
