Alison Irwin - My Secret Big Brother 4 and The Amazing Race 5 Blog
Monday, November 08, 2004
Date: Mon, 8 Nov 2004 21:31:35 -0800 (PST)
From: Samantha Kohn
To: alison@alisonirwin.net
Subject: i cant believe you
Hey ALi,
I hope you get this and read this all the way through. This is Sam, your quoted "best friend" for four months. I really looked up to you, and thought, wow, she is sweet and beautiful and nice, and i dont know why anyone would ever say those things about her. I was the one on the phone after amazing race, condoling you over those nasty things donny said about you. I felt like not only were you my best friend, but also the big sister i never had. I had so much fun with you doing things like go out to the club, or getting smuggled into the apt complex in trunks with brady. I was there on the phone after Donny sent you mean texts, and cussed him out on the phone and left him messages saying he didnt deserve you, and to learn to treat you with more respect, or i'd go kick his butt. But little Sam, like always was nieve to the big picture. Maybe i was so blind for so long because why would my best friend have any reason to lie to me? And although that question still lingers in my head, i now know, that you have no loyalties, you will stop at absolutly no one and nothing to get what you want. At this point i would not be suprised if you set up a hit man to kill your own parents, to claim the insurance money. You lied to me, and used me. And when the night of my uncovering of this, you manipulated, and lied, and now eight people have lost everything they love. was it worth it? I am now miserable, scrimping and saving to survive because your power of manipulation is so strong, the truth i told was just a whisper in the wind. Eight others who were also close to you are now in similar situations as me.
I trusted you without question, and refused to believe anything but that you were a kind and sweet and caring person. Now i question everything for another motive. Before i met you i believed that there was good in all people deep down, you have shattered that belief. I hope that you think twice before you catch innocent people in your web of lies and decadance. Not one more person needs to fall prey to your selfisness and dishonesty.
But i do hope that one day you wll turn your mean spirit around, so one day you can be happy. Because until you do you will continue to drive away those who care about you, and one day you will find yourself old and alone. Think about it seriously. Why do you think Donny hates you, and trust me the only reason Justin talks to you in L.A. and Pitt is because you are a guarenteed piece of ass, and trust me easy ass will not lead to getting him back. And one last thing i really think you should stop lying to yourself about a few things. 1. you will never get into a good law school, trust me i know you and you are mean and coniving, but you are not smart enough to score high enough on your LSAT to even get into Arizona state law school. 2) your nose job was not reconstructive 3) people arent jealous of you because you were in pagents, most people could care less, the reason people dont like you is because you are mean. you are a mean girl with a mean spirit, no wait you dont have one you sold it to Satan.
love ya like America does
later Sam
